I didn’t know I was third-wheeling with my friend, that jerk didn’t tell me that his intention of hanging out was to bring the girl he wanted to cuddle with.
Man of Steel was alright, not really one of the best. Camera directing was terrible and few acting by Louis Lane was bad. I loved Superman, General Zod, and Superman’s dad a lot. They’re awesome people that made the movie.
It’s funny how whenever my family tries to resolve an issue, but continuously argue who’s right and wrong. Instead of attempting to compromise and educate one and another, they tend to fail seeing the actual reality behind in benefiting the majority.
Here are some good reasons why I specifically hate one of my siblings.
Sarah Nguyen, my third younger sister. Some bratty girl that doesn’t seem want to resolve for shit as she criticizes endlessly without having any actual points, making her feel superior with lack of knowledge and victimizing herself whenever her opposition overpower her points. She’s a fake when it comes to having her friends over our house and at school. I’m not saying this because I’m totally bias in perspectives since I do see flaws in many people and myself, but treating your family members horrendously while maintaining a fake smile in front of friends is obviously a huge problem. I’m sure this is common for many people now a day to treat others different than they treat their own family members, but this girl doesn’t stop at all. She would act like she has some kind of superiority over people because of her own gender in the family while our oldest sister is not here in Oregon. Criticizing my younger sisters and myself as greedy, selfish, faggots, and terrible human beings while simultaneously asking parents for consistent care of financial needs in purchasing luxurious amount of food, clothes, electronics, and other things. My older siblings may think that I ask money from parents the most while in high school, but those money mostly went to school’s activities for speech/debate, MUN, DECA, etc that helped me to mature and retain knowledge that I needed. But this girl, breaking cameras, phones, criticizing younger sisters to no end until tears drop, and selfishly having things for herself, when will she ever learn that family is there to support her physically and emotionally? Every time I try to formally ask a simple question such as yes/no, she continuously bashes me with weak arguments like “you don’t know anything about money”, “yeah so, faggot”, “you have no life”, “I’m gonna fucking kill you!” Every time I budge in to stop an argument, she just comes out of nowhere and says that it’s not even my business. Bitch please, it’s family and we’re not a business to run on currency transaction between consumers. But in her figurative language, I believe that everyone is in this family “business” and are obliged to help one and another. When she bashes, I tell her to stop and she tries to come up with some sort of insult. Whenever she has friends over and I see these cool people in front of her, I can’t seem to say a word of hello and I feel the anxiety to be around with them because I give off bad impression despite of being the victim under her contradictory and false superiority. My mind screams out for help and I want her friends to know the reality about my sister, but man…. it’s hard to interact with her friends that are genuinely saying hi to me and I felt the needs to ignore them.
Man, I remember how I was freshman and narrow minded about the reality. Seeing myself as a burden and always staying in my comfort zone by being glued onto the computer without interacting with anyone in the family. But damnit…. she’s still young and learning in her narrowed world.
the thing is, however, that both are true.
It’s been like almost forever since I’ve written a really thoughtful personal message, I guess it’s time for me spilling out the guts and truth.
I want to randomly cry, but I don’t know for what reason.
No matter how much you separate yourself from another by saying, oh those are just “idiots” or those are just “extremists” in the end they are the same people like you. Just different ways of interpreting with same original core value.
What’s the difference between interracial marriage and gay marriage?
One is illegal and the other used to be.
what it thought to be true was only to held to be a placebo
If you saw another person who is fretting over old memories back in 5-6 years ago, why would you even bother when you had all those years to recreate better memories?
When we think about the past,
we forget about the things we have now.
Because we, regrettably, value past over present and ignore future.
Without realizing that there’s NO WAY in going back at all because we think our imagination would help us achieve it like time traveling by fixing it.
There were days that I have felt bit depressed because I think to myself that I would totally give up 50% of my life span just to redo everything from 8th grade year.
Instead of telling a girl that she was a slut, change that and retell the girl that she’s beautiful and don’t let anyone stop her
Instead of hitting my brother in the face when I was mad, redo it by stop being mad and walk away.
Instead of procrastinating too much and failing the test, redo it by actually studying for the test.
Instead of losing the girl who I most liked a lot, redo it by rethink my situation logically and talk again the next day.
The best we can do as a human being is to move on and stay strong with the people around us that we should be thankful for and happy in having not what is remaining, but what is gained.
About where the lion sleeps tonight
